One person I trust with my life is my reflection.
Most people would dismiss my claim as absolutely insane. But I have long grounded my faith in what I see–or more appropriately, whom I see–in the mirror.
It started in 2002 when I was a freshman in high school.
Every afternoon, by the time I get home after a long day (not that the hours actually mattered back then), I would look in the mirror to talk to myself.
I glued myself to this routine until one day, something odd started to happen.
My reflection talked back.
At first I was caught off guard. I screamed inside my head. My heart came to a full stop (for maybe about five seconds).
I nearly pissed my khaki pants.
My reflection was talking back. It was magical and at the same time freakishly scary.
My first ever conversation with it was about the first science fair that I was about to attend as a student exhibitor.
I must have bored my reflection because by the time I was ranting about how lazy my group mates were, he walked away.
I stood speechless–and without an image of myself directly projected in front of me.
I called him back and apologized for being such a boring son of a bitch.
He came back with a sandwich on his hand–the one that I had forgotten to bring to school that day.
Later, I found out that the sandwich in real life had also disappeared. It had been eaten.
It was then that I realized that my reflection is more real (if that makes sense) than my imaginary friends.
My correspondence with my reflection turned into friendship in the months that came.
He proved his loyalty to me at a time when I was completely defenseless against an intruder in our house.
Darn those akyat bahay motherfuckers.
The hooded bastards broke in on broad daylight. It was a weekend and my parents left me alone at home for a quick trip to the furniture department store in our district.
A man, in his late 20s, barged into my room and demanded that I give him keys to the rest of the rooms in our house.
I obliged. Looking back, I think that must have been someone close to us–a neighbor, perhaps. Or anyone who knew us very well.
I curled up in my bed after showing him where the keys were placed. The man ordered his colleague to be on the lookout by our gate.
I was afraid that he’d hit me with the bat that he was carrying.
After he took the keys and left me alone, I heard a sound of breaking glass accompanied with loud, but muffled grunts.
I summoned all my courage and got up to see what the noises were all about.
I saw that the large mirror in our living room had been broken.
And I saw that the same man who broke into our house had fallen on the floor.
Another guy showed up in in a matter of seconds. I saw the look of fear in his eyes, and through the beanie hat mask thing both of then were wearing.
And then I heard my own voice from another mirror in the book shelf.
“I must have scared the shit out of him,” my reflection said. The other guy slowly inched his way out of the house. I heard him whimper.
“Yeah you did,” I replied.
And then I broke out in laughter with myself.